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Im not the right person.
Bukan tipe orang yang abis dibohongin terus percaya lagi.
Susah banget. Apalagi sama orang yang paling deket sekalipun.
I bet he's the one that could make me believing again. But, he's just broug me down.
How can I get back the faith? The truly story?
I'm tired being a lying object. I thought I was stronger. The fact? I'm not strong enough.
And then, count from now on, i just believe my self. It's so hard to open my trust to anyone else again.
I never lie to you, even if yes, I told you on the next following days.
I never text that word to other boys. Even they texted me that word, I won't reply. Because I wanna keep my promise, that I just want to say that word for the special one. But now I guess you don't needthat word from me. You could get it fromothers. So, it's just the same meaning and not special anymore even if that's spoken by me. So...................

I can't get angry. I love you.
I'm here for you. No matter what will happen with us. I will keep this feeling for you with my own way. Either it hurts me or not.

I believe you. But, there's something that makes me......hmm you know. Don't worry. I'm trying again. And always try to believing. I know that I can do it, again.

I love you,6.