เป็ดสวย

2012-01-26T18:14:00.000+07:00

It feels. Like. I am. Useless. Very useless.
Goodbye 6. You dont even chat me or text me anymore kan if I don't do it first?
Do you know how much it hurts? Seeing like we used to be together everytime but now... I don't even know who you are.
We used to say goodnight&good morning ducky.... Now......
Ok, I'll follow your game. And I wish you know how it hurts. So bad. Behind those faking laughters.
Do you ever miss me? Do you ever really love me? Do you?
It Will Rain. Always.

2012-01-23T11:01:00.000+07:00

"Dia yang berusaha ngajak gue berani sayang sama orang terus tiba-tiba dia yang bikin gue sakit."-bilqis. Sepertinya itu kisah yang tak asing. Satu kalimat, ratusan hal terbesit seketika, berjuta memori keluar dari benak dengan sendirinya. Dengan suara hati nyaris tak terdengar, "mengapa, Tuhan?".

When are turns to were. :|

2012-01-22T22:46:00.001+07:00

Wkwkwk. Trnyt emg gbs crhat2 lg ke doi. Keliatan bgt pgn ngelupainnya wkwk. Yaudahlah.......sabar aja sendiri~
hari ini pegel bgt pengen muntah :S masuk angin enek bgt rasanya sendawa mulu ^^v
Dtg2 ke rmh nia udh dikatain mata gw kyk digigit tawonlah, lebahlah, makin sipitlah...... Terima ajedah T_T Trs td lirik2 dikitlah ke pinggir lapangan, pas bgt lg nyanyi A Thousand Yearsnya Christina Perri, trs lgsh diteriakin anak2 trs dipeluk wkwk. Udh brp kali ya hari ini dipeluk trs bikin baju org basah....hm.
Emg bnr ya, pasca tuh selalu kyk "everything's reminding me of you" bgt.
Dari mulai duck, transformer, lapangan,.....apapun. Bnr2 kyk.....hm :/ your life's ended bgt.
Tapi, mikirin seseorang yg udh ngelupain sama aja kayak mikirin gmn caranya bebek bersuara meong. Nihil.
Trs tadi tb2 nia bbm, "halo, jangan bbm diri sendiri ya" {}
Dari mulai gw bangun sampe ngetik ini pun gw ttp random, abis ketawa nangis. Nangos lagi. Ketawa lagi. Ngelawak lagi. Nangis lagi. Dan lagi.
"din sabar din, jgn nangis terus" pernyataan yg sbnrnya agak useless karena pernyataan tersebut menaikan tingkat gantung diri 100% bgt. Semakin disimpen, semakin numpuk....you know.
Sbnrnya sih putus buat gue udh biasa, tp yg gabiasanya itu...........kalo masih sayang dan udh dilupakan tuh kayak..... Selama ini gw apaya :| siapa ya :|...... Trs omongan yg kmrn2 itu mksdnya apa ya :/ knp hrs gue gt ya :/...... Knp hrspercaya ya :( knp gampang bgt ngelupain :|
Tp sih kalo udh direncanakan dari jauh2 sih emg gampang ngelupainnya. Tp gue bnr2 gadarencana sm sekali. Cm firasat & mimpi2 aja slm bbrp hari kmrn yg ternyata bnr wkwkwk. Yg bnr2 gasiap..... Gue bahkan gatau apa yg perlu gue siapin :/

Btw ini bantal mau gue apain ya:|

Well, akhirnya gw tau, cinta itu, butuh perjuangan, bisa bertanggung jawab, gak egois, bahagia kalo doi bahagia, ga goyah wlpn dilupain, ga dianggep, ga pake persen2an atau berkurang. Cinta itu percaya. Gak main selingan. Bisa nunggu. Tegas. Ga perlu malu dinyatain. Yg jelas, butuh pembelaan & perjuangan. Dan gak bakal dilepas. Seberat apapun cobaan yg ada. Kalo perlu matipun, ya mati. Dan siap disakitin. Dan, butuh bukti nyata.

Buat yg msh pny psgn, jgn dilepas ya kalo emg yakin. Buat yg mau ngelepas tanpa alesan jelas, cb pikir lagi, knp dulu mulai kalo skrg tujuannya cm buat nyakitin psgn lo yg gatau apa2. Buat yg udah ngelepas, tunggu karmanya aja. Yg udah dilepas........ Toss.

Andai sajaaaaacintamu seperti cintakuuuu~~~

Dulu selalu ada, waktu untuk kita~ kini kusendiri... Dulu kata cinta tak habis tercipta~ kini tiada lagiii~ sedang apa dan dimanaaaa dirimu yg dulu kucintaaaa kutak tau tak lagi tauu sperti waktu dulu.. Apakah mungkin bila kini... Kuingin kembali menjalani janji hati kita....~
Gak mgkn wkwk.

Oh mengapaaaaa tak bisa dirumu yg mencintaikuuu tulus & apa adanyaaa~

Aku milikmu kau milikku... Takkan ada yg pisahkan kita~ ini lagu kita tuk selamanyaaaa janjiku ku untukmu, takkan tinggalkan dirimu... Pret.bgt.ggggkkkk pcyyyyy~ pret.pret.pret.

Mungkin memang ku yg hrs mengerti. Bilaku bukan yg ingin kau milikki. Salahku bila kau yg ada dihatiku?........mati doeloe.

You are my everythinggggg~ you are my everything. I was your everything :D

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go. Cause this pain I feel it wont go away, and today im officially missing you.
Cant nobody do it like you, say every little thing you do.....ba to the njir nih :'''
Just a week ago, you were my baby :|

Well i thought i could just get over you baby, but i see theres something i just cant do, From the way you would hold me, to the sweetbthings you told me, i just cant find a way. To let go of you...

Ah bodo udhn. Udh banjir. Gak ada yg dgrin T_T. Banjir banjir sendiri, nangis jg sendiri. Brb jd robot. Dadah............................. Smg ga kbgn2 lg. Selamat tdr yg disana..... Nampaknya skrg jauh lebih bahagia ya? Wkwkwkwk. Doa sayaselalu menyertai anda. Dan nama anda masih saya sebut disetiap sujud dan setiap saya berbincang panjang dgn Tuhan. Saya tidak mau mengganggu hidup anda lg. Cukup melihat anda dari jauh dan sekedar tahu anda bahagia melalui perbincangan dgn Tuhan jg sangat menyenangkan. Rasa sakit yg saya rasakan tidak sebanding dgn rasa yg akan terus saya rasakan kpd anda. Dan tidak kan sebanding dgn sedikit perjuangan y tlah saya lakukan. Sya teus menjaga nda, tanpa amda perlu tau alasannya. Salam sayang. 12. Knp 12? Krn Tidak ada lg 6 :')

2012-01-22T01:06:00.000+07:00

"what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?"
Kebangun jam segini. Nginget semuanya. Well, this time. He's successfully break my heart into a very tiny pieces. I don't even know. How big it was. Like I feel..... I can't heal myself this time. I should know from the start, that it'll end like this. I've believed, then, he didn't.
Masa iya, 10 tahun lagi itu bakal kejadian. Udh gabisa expect banyak2 lg.... My dreams..are fading.......flying.....to nowhere.
Ga percaya lg sm siapapun........ :'''

2012-01-21T21:10:00.000+07:00

Well, he's more interested to leave me. Forever.
I'm not interested. At all.
Still in love. So much.
I am.................... I am. Well, icomeback to you bloggie. Bakal cerita2 lg disini. Krn udh gada yg bs dgrn cerita2 sehari2 lg wkwkwkwk. Aku sayang bloggiee{}. gada yg lg yg sesetia kamyu blog ;).

Do/Don't.

2011-12-23T23:15:00.001+07:00

Don't ever miss me when I'm no longer in your life.
Don't miss me when I don't say those words before you sleep anymore.
Don't miss me when the moon's not shining brighter than ever.
Don't miss me when you see a duck and suddenly remember my face.
Don't miss me when you watch NCIS and remember how adicted I was. Especially DiNozzo.
Don't miss me when you wanna Skype-ing and the only history you have was with me.
Don't miss me when you learn math, and remember how much hate that subject so damnly much.
Don't miss me when you see "Dunkin' Donuts" and you remember all of special silly nicknames that I gave to you.
Don't miss me when you listen to Kahitna's song and you remember the firsttime you attended your first music concert, with me.
Don't miss me when you want to hold someone hand, and the only hand that you've held much was mine.
Don't miss me when you feel cold and remember you were so excited to hug me wen I felt cold.
Don't miss me when 2021 comes.
Don't miss me when you go to TMII and you miss every little things that we've done there.
Don't miss me when you have a trip to Thailand and remember that I want change my nationality and live there.
Don't miss me when you wake up in rhe middle of the night, and I'm not awake for you anymore.
Don't miss me when your shoulder is empty and the only one who loves to laying there was me.
Don't miss me when you see other boys try to make me comfort and realize that you don't have any chances anymore to do that.
Miss me now, because I miss you too. And still do what I was doing from the start. Wake up for you, and sleep after you. I miss (the old) you. I do.
I'm sorry if I care too much with you, love you much more and more, and miss you everytime.
XOXO you so much. <3

Petikan random tengah malam.

2011-12-20T22:52:00.001+07:00

Mau pinter fisika. Biar bisa bikin robot. Buat nemenin tiap malem. Biar ngga kesepian lagi.
Mau pinter kimia. Biar bisa bikin ramuan. Buat ngelupain. Lupa kalo lagi kesepian.

Tp gak pernah mau pinter matematika. Gak mau tau cara menghitung. Menghitung air mata & waktu yang terbuang selama kesepian berlangsung.

2011-12-19T22:29:00.000+07:00

Should I through those hard nights ahead like this? Tears and fake smile? How long?
Ok. I'm a good actress. I can do anything. :D

Doin' Just Fine :'D

2011-12-14T22:03:00.000+07:00

There was a time
when I thought life was over and out
When you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe
Would sit in my room
Because I didn't want to go out
and see you walking by
One look and I'd break down and cry
Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies Cause it may seem hard to believe but

I'm doin just fine
Getting along very well
without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
I'm doin just fine
Time made me stronger
you're no longer on my mind

You were my earth
My number one priority
I gave my love to only you
Anything you'd ask of me
I would do
But somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather
and told me that you had to journey
on a kiss in the wind
and your love was gone
Now you say you never meant to play your games
Girl you don't know
It's far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart

When you said goodbye
I felt so all alone
There were time at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much too weak to make it on my own
Baby after all the misery
and pain you put me through
So unfair to me girl
You're no longer my world
and I ain't missin' you at all

lagunya oke bgt ya. iya. hu....................................

:S

2011-12-07T23:03:00.000+07:00

Aaaaaaaaa how could this happen?
Seems like I wanna do that thing with you over and over all over again :D
I know you're maybe the best thingthat I've ever had, or probably always.
Explain to me, why should be me? And why should I believe you? Because i'm afraid of being hurt and open my trust again. Why should be me. I'm not better than anything, any girls. How could?
i love you to the top of my lungsssssssss
Happy Halfyear Anniv baby, xoxo you somuuuuuuuccchhhhhhhhhhh!

I want "that" again ;p

21:21

2011-10-27T21:36:00.001+07:00

Im not the right person.
Bukan tipe orang yang abis dibohongin terus percaya lagi.
Susah banget. Apalagi sama orang yang paling deket sekalipun.
I bet he's the one that could make me believing again. But, he's just broug me down.
How can I get back the faith? The truly story?
I'm tired being a lying object. I thought I was stronger. The fact? I'm not strong enough.
And then, count from now on, i just believe my self. It's so hard to open my trust to anyone else again.
I never lie to you, even if yes, I told you on the next following days.
I never text that word to other boys. Even they texted me that word, I won't reply. Because I wanna keep my promise, that I just want to say that word for the special one. But now I guess you don't needthat word from me. You could get it fromothers. So, it's just the same meaning and not special anymore even if that's spoken by me. So...................

I can't get angry. I love you.
I'm here for you. No matter what will happen with us. I will keep this feeling for you with my own way. Either it hurts me or not.

I believe you. But, there's something that makes me......hmm you know. Don't worry. I'm trying again. And always try to believing. I know that I can do it, again.

I love you,6.

:'>

2011-10-16T14:10:00.000+07:00

ต่อจากนี้คงไม่มีเธอกับฉัน สุดท้ายแล้วเราก็คงต้องจากกัน
dtor jaak nee kong mai mee ter gap chan soot taai laew rao gor kong dtong jaak gan
From now on, there probably won't be you and me, in the end we'll then probably leave each other.

เรื่องราวในวันพรุ่งนี้ จะเปลี่ยนไปแค่ไหน
reuang raao nai wan proong-nee ja bplian bpai kae nai
Matters regarding tomorrow, how much will it change?

จะพบอะไรไม่รู้ฉันเองยังหวั่น แต่สิ่งที่รู้ ตอนนี้คือใจของฉัน
ja pop a-rai mai roo chan eng yang wan dtae sing tee roo dton nee keu jai kong chan
What will I encounter, I don't know, I'm still anxious myself. But the things I know now is, my heart,

ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ นั้นจะเป็นอย่างไร
mai waa wan proong-nee nan ja bpen yaang rai
no matter what will tomorrow bring,

บอกเธอไว้ว่าฉัน คงลืมเธอไม่ได้
bok ter wai waa chan kong leum ter mai daai
I'm gonna tell you that I probably can't forget you.

คงคิดถึงเธอ และมีเธออยู่ในใจ..เสมอ
kong kit teung ter lae mee ter yoo nai jai .. sa-mer
I'd probably miss you and keep you in my heart..always.

เมื่อนึกถึงวันดีๆที่ผ่านมา ก็อยากจะย้อนวันเวลาไปอีกครั้ง
meua neuk teung wan dee-dee tee paan maa gor yaak ja yon wan way-laa bpai eek krang
When I thought of those good old days in the past, I'll want to turn back time once more,

ถึงแม้ว่าจากนี้เราจะไม่ได้เจอ แต่รู้เอาไว้เสมอแม้เราจะห่าง
teung mae waa jaak nee rao ja mai daai jer dtae roo ao wai sa-mer mae rao ja haang
Even though from now on, we will not see each other, bear in mind always, even if we're distant,

แต่สิ่งที่จะไม่เปลี่ยนคือใจของฉัน
dtae sing tee ja mai bplian keu jai kong chan
the thing that won't change is my heart.

ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ นั้นจะเป็นอย่างไร
mai waa wan proong-nee nan ja bpen yaang rai
No matter what will tomorrow bring,

บอกเธอไว้ว่าฉัน คงลืมเธอไม่ได้
bok ter wai waa chan kong leum ter mai daai
I'm gonna tell you that I probably can't forget you.

คงคิดถึงเธอ และมีเธออยู่ในใจ
kong kit teung ter lae mee ter yoo nai jai
I'd probably miss you and keep you in my heart.

ความรู้สึกว่ารักที่ฉันมีต่อเธอ
kwaam roo-seuk waa rak tee chan mee dtor ter
The feeling of love that I have for you,

จะเก็บไว้เสมอไม่ว่านานเท่าไหร่
ja gep wai sa-mer mai waa naan tao-rai
I'm gonna tell you that I probably can't forget you.

และหัวใจจะรอ ไม่ว่าเราจะได้พบกันอีกไหม
lae hua jai ja ror mai waa rao ja daai pop gan eek mai
and my heart will wait, doesn't matter or not, if we're able to see each other again.

ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้จะเป็นอย่างไร
mai waa wan proong-nee ja bpen yaang rai
No matter what will tomorrow bring,

บอกเธอไว้ว่าฉัน คงลืมเธอไม่ได้
bok ter wai waa chan kong leum ter mai daai
I will keep it with me always, no matter how long its gonna take,

คงคิดถึงเธอ และมีเธออยู่ในใจ
kong kit teung ter lae mee ter yoo nai jai
I'd probably miss you and keep you in my heart.

ความรู้สึกว่ารักที่ฉันมีต่อเธอ
kwaam roo-seuk waa rak tee chan mee dtor ter
The feeling of love that I have for you,

จะเก็บไว้เสมอไม่ว่านานเท่าไหร่
ja gep wai sa-mer mai waa naan tao-rai
I will keep it with me always, no matter how long its gonna take,

ความรู้สึกว่ารักที่ฉันมีต่อเธอ จะเก็บไว้เสมอไม่ว่านานแค่ไหน
kwaam roo-seuk waa rak tee chan mee dtor ter ja gep wai sa-mer mai waa naan kae nai
The feeling of love that I have for you, I will keep it with me always, no matter how long its gonna take,

PS:

TeSIS was very awesome! Tx for Mrs.Riyah&Mr.UU, #Team25, XI IPA G(alau), 8'2013, and all of Rajapolah's thingy<3 I'm gonna miss y'all <3<3<3

I think.....he's kinda different. Hm or maybe, I just think. Aw, shiz. Hope he's not.

Before I .............., I hope you listen to this song :)

2011-09-30T21:39:00.001+07:00

#np Kahitna - Suami Terbaik.

I just want Kahitna's new album sooooooooooooo bad :(
but..................I hv no money x_X

"Seandainya engkau tahu
Betapa selalu indah saat kau ada di sampingku
Seandainya ku kan tahu
Betapa cepatnya engkau harus pergi dari hidupku

Aku takkan ragu, takkan ragu
Tuk menikah sejak awal cerita kita
Namun kini engkau pergi
Tinggal aku berkasih dengan bayangmu

Namun ku tak cari pengganti
Agar kau di sana tahu aku suami terbaik

Seandainya engkau tahu
Takkan ada cinta lagi yang sanggup mengganti dirimu

Aku takkan ragu, takkan ragu
Tuk menikah sejak awal cerita kita
Namun kini engkau pergi
Tinggal aku berkasih dengan bayangmu

Aku bermimpi kau mengatakan kau rela
Bila ada bidadari penggantimu

Aku takkan ragu, takkan ragu
Tuk menikah sejak awal cerita kita
Namun kini engkau pergi
Tinggal aku berkasih dengan bayangmu

Takkan ragu, takkan ragu
Tuk menikah sejak awal cerita kita
Namun kini engkau pergi
Tinggal aku berkasih dengan bayangmu

Namun ku tak cari pengganti
Agar kau di sana tahu aku suami terbaik
Takkan pernah habis cintaku"

:'(

2011-09-10T23:27:00.002+07:00

3rd Month.

2011-09-07T15:21:00.001+07:00

Happy 3rd Month Dan!
I still wish the same wish. Hope we'll last for long long loooooooooong time :) Don't be change. I loved you the way you're. The way you love me r8 now hehehe.
Back off other boys & other girlssssss!!! hhahaha
not much. I still believe in you Dan. Lucu ya btw kalo dia manggil gw Din, gw manggil dia Dan-_- yg beda 1 huruf doang hahaha gapapalah gada yg se-terikat kayak gini kan? Dindany Dkuadrat 12:11....what will gonna makes us apart? except death? whatwhatwhat??? nuthinnnn <3
welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll love you like I can't describe how much I love you Dan! You're too amazing to me hehehe.
Even if sometimes I get some jealous and you cry,or otherwise...I'm not gonna give up suddenly. i'll fight for us hehe, exactly fight for our ego.
I know you're taking a nap right now, imagine how cute you're when you're sleep hahaa, like a kitten I bet :p
Hmmmm I'm not a liar, I knew how much girls who want my boy as bad, and how much boys who want me as bad as my boy did but, they MUST know that I'm in love with my boy. And so does he. So, we're happy with what we've got. And how we are. We're fine. And don't need the 3rd person. Maybe my boy's damnly kind with other girls, and it some risks for me but not for our relationship. I believe, he knows what's the best. And how to separate which is for his girlfriend, and which is for his friends. I hope he knows. If he didn't....... I dunno how much "Goodnight & Sweetdreams" that would he send after he sent it to me. :'(

And he gave me this song..........

Risin' Black Hole - Think Of Love

Sometimes I wanna give you all the love that I have

Cause when you smile, it seems all problems are vanished to the sky

Oh I...was thinking

Why I need you more? Why I need you more?

Sometimes I wanna give you all the time that I have

Cause when you die my world come tumbling down in front of me

Oh I...was thinking

Why I need you more.....each day?

When I think of love, I just think of you

I said I want you, I want you to be my wife

When I think of love, I just think of you

I said I want you, I want you to be...my..wife

Sometimes I wanna give you all the love that I have

Cause you ain't say nothing when I wanna share my life with you

Oh I...was thinking

Would you marry me?

Which part of this song that I can't stop smilin' at?
I.........................................GOT SUM BIG HUGS FOR YOU DEAR <3
Happy 3 months, my brightest star.

Longlast 6 <3 6 <3 11 <3.
The Happiest Moon.

What Goes Around, Comes Back Around.

2011-09-05T20:23:00.000+07:00

Yap. Like Beyonce was said, What goes around, comes back around.
I'm sure, she means it's Karma in difficult way.
Hahaha knp judulnya gitu? Sbnrnya sih gaknp2 krn lg pengen aja heheheh^^v
First, I wanna thanked God that I've reached my 15 years old on last 25th August, then, I wanna thanked my family, boyfriend, and friends for those great greeting, thanks banget juga buat semua orang yang pernah ada dalam hidup gue, semua orang yang masih ada dalam hidup gue, dan makasih juga buat nanti yang akan ada di hidup gue.
Why did I thanked everyone?
Karena, semua orang2 yg tercantum pasti langsung dan gak langsung berkaitan atau berpengaruh terhadap kelangsungan hidup gue. Buat yang baik, bisa memotivasi gue jadi lebih baik lagi. Buat yang lebih baik, bisa menuntun gue disaat gue lg gabaik. Buat yang jahat, udah ngasih gue arti sabar. Buat yang udah gue jahatin, bisa ngasih tau gue gimana cara minta maaf. Buat yang belum maafin gue, at least lolo pada telah mewarnai hidup gue. Hehe knp dinda tiba2 sok bijak begini? Gatau~
And thanked for my biology teacher!!! I got 87! Passed my standard score which is 85!

Then, happy belated Ied Day 1432H for everyone!!! hahaha why am I so late.........

Hey, u there....................I miss u alot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot lot 751765475847599-9456157...x
Huff Tomorrow is 6. And I still dunno what I'm gonna do.... I don't care about he's with me or not, but I'm not a liar, I want him beside me that time. But I know it won't happen so well, I plan to go to tailor, then go to saloon, then play with my bestR!!! tomorrow. Miss themmm!!!
Sometimes I think, it's kinda hard for me to accept some loves again. But. after I've found this one. I'm not afraid. He taught me how to be in love again. Hm, I'm not afraid. I'm just....... too much scared.
Hope this one won't make me disappoint, and I won't disappoint him. Hope this time would be lasts. I just want a real proof. He would. Or not.

BTW I've finished NCIS season 3 & 4. I'm tryin to finish the 6 before school starts hehe. I don't have season 1,2, & 5. Would anyone give it to me??? thankuuu <3

The Unbeauty Moon.
Dinda.

I Never Told You

2011-08-31T22:41:00.000+07:00

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

Moon's Thought.

2011-08-21T21:20:00.001+07:00

"Up in the skies, I look very carefully to see your face. I wonder if you're there, I wonder if tonight you're thinking of me. I just want to tell you that looking at the stars makes me think of you. By looking at it I just want to be where you are, and hold you tight and never let go!!"--Unknown.

"If the moon never came out and the stars did not shine, it would be one lonely world ... just as would the heart and soul without love."--Unknown.

"I was outside last night looking at the stars. They reminded me of the people I love; there was one which shone the brightest ... it was you."--Unknown.

"You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I need you too, because I am the I in I love you."--Unknown.

I don't really care what people talks about. I do care with what I see, what I feel, and what happened. If I'm jealous, not because I heard it from people, I see it. If I'm sad, I'd better not to talk to stranger. If I'm happy, something fun was happened. I don't even care about his past and my past. What we're doing right now is making this relationship lasts forever. It doesn't contain past. It contains him and I become us. Remember, the stars always around the moon, right? When the moon's not shining, the stars did.
Underlined. I do love him. Not "did". Because, it feels I used that word in past. So, I love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooomuchmuchmuchmuch. Back off! That's my boy! Tryin' to ruin my relationship? Hell is an inch near to you.

x0x0,

Moon.

Ego.

2011-08-12T21:51:00.000+07:00

Wiiiiiiiiii, I'm on the exam's week r8 now. Biology has done but....physics, math, and chemistry were haunted me........fu.

Hmhm talkin2 about this week, I'm suppa duppa tired and I used to write every formulas on my bedroom wall so if I'm just sit and don't do anything, I look to the wall and I could remember all of the formulas :D

Btw, hey you, who successfully hurts me so bad, I don't ever think about it again. We're done. I'm done, you're done. I got my own beautiful life r8 now. So, do you? I think so.

"I know you want me back

It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye"

"Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out"

"What goes around comes back around"

"I bet it sucks to be you right now"

Yup, I like those lyrics from Beyonce - Best Thing I Never Had.

Karma does exist, right?

And by the way, it's H-13 and I'm still addicted to NCIS, Crime City, and Dany Andhara. of course.

2nd Month.

2011-08-06T22:26:00.001+07:00

Well..um hello readers. and spammers. and stalkers. and buddies. and lovers. and haters. and ALL OF YOU.
hem... I just wanna celebrate my 2nd month w/ Dunkin hehe
So, It's so damn pretty cool. I've never been in a calm relationship like this. 2 months with no seriously fight seems like so duckin awesome! Maybe we just had a different perspective but we had no fight. Terribly fight. Cool, eh?
For me, it's soooooooo much more than cool. We care each other, we honest, we share,we laugh together, we cried together, we sad together, we're gettin' freak together whoaa. those are our daily routines..... But my favorite routine is loving him. Seems like the tick-tock always remember me about his presences.
Hm love you dude. Even tho' you're so alay :'D
Do you ever think about me? Only me? and no other girls anymore? do you? did you? if yes, I........................kkay can't spell any better words than. l-o-v-e-y-o-u.
2nd month. There's long journey for us to trip together.
How much months we've been through, I'm still your duckin' girl, your NCIS-addict, your Thai-Tea-addcit, your Thailand-freak, your forever moon, and forever place for you to come back, stay, give you hug, kiss, and some laughter to leave our business for a while. Love you my forever dunkin :3

TALK ABOUT NCIS....
I'm searching on tumblr, google, even play games about crime and sumthin like CSI on facebook, and everything fits to NCIS. damn. I'M ADDICTED! MUCH MORE!!! hufff. I saved some photos from tumblr and still can't believe that Tony and Ziva are madly in love...........
Well,
keep calm and watch NCIS, and lovin Dunkin, Duck, and Thailand <3

Thai Tea.

PS:

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Rengdem.

2011-08-01T16:03:00.002+07:00

Oiya btw 1 wish gue ketinggalan di wizlizt. What I really wanted as my gift on my birthday is...........

DVD NCIS SEASON 1 - SEASON 8. Original or not.....I REALLY WANT IT!!! BAD!!!

hahaha ok emg agak norak tp ya gimana gue udah CM bgt sm itu acara tipi. I can't handle this anymore....I'm dying for NCIS. Dear Mark Harmon, do you want me as one of your cast on NCIS Season 10? :')
Hm........hey u there, u must read this. I miss u a lotttt! And smtms I just wanna go to your home and pick u up and hv some teenage madness but............. I know it's impossible. I do miss u and I just stay here. Waiting for our next meet! Yeah. where? school. isn't cool. oh. maybe cool. for this time.
huaaaaaaaaa, I just can't stop miss und lv ya! Who cares?-----
I do love u. Distance is shit. Problem's sucha mess. I believe we can through those fck things and got what we wanted. I want you. So, one day I'm goin' steal your last name. watch it.
Remember. There's just me and you. No others. well. i'm gonna give u an electronic hug! :hug: ;p
much<3forDunkin!

from.
Thai Tea :p

Wizlizt 2011

2011-07-29T21:29:00.000+07:00

Ass.wr.wb

kepada pengunjung blog yg terhormat, dikarenakan 2 hari yang akan datang sudah menginjak bulan Agustus yang dimana bulan itu bertepatan dengan hari lahir saya setelah sekian lama dikandung mami............Finally...I'm gonna post about my wizzzlizzzt!!!

1. Someone comes to my house in the middle night or when I wake up in the morning, bring me a birthday cake and sing happy birthday to me w/ my friends :3

2. Ticket to Thailand and Thai thingyyy

3. New perfume. Benetton Sport like Dany's perfume!

4. Duck things. Everything about duck!!! <3

5. Moon & Stars cupcakes like this:

6. Doa2nya mohon dibantu ya doakan yg terbaik untuk hidup gue, kinanti...kini dan nanti LOL. Semoga naik 12 ipa dgn nilai2yg ok, gada remed lagi, langgeng sm pacar, selalu bersama K!, danlainlainnyaaa.

7. I just wanna see him on my birthday. :"

I'm goin' 15 this year!!! Finally \:D/

Between hopes and reality.

2011-07-24T18:34:00.000+07:00

Jadi, diawali dari sepulangnya gue dari apartemen Ines di Casablanca, gue galau kan mau naik taksi atau angkot atau bis atau ojek dengan sisa uang 5rb. (re: dari Jakarta Selatan menuju Jakarta Timur) kan kalo naik angkot 2rb, trs disusul bis 2rb trs angkot lg 1rb nah kan pas tuh nyampe rmh, tp emg dikata gue mager banget, maka jadilah gue naik angkot sampe kebawah jembatan bukit duri, stasiun tebet, nah terus naik ojeklah gue dari situ.

Gue liat, nih tampang supir serem bgt, mana gue gak dikasih helm....T_T (re: notabennya gue adalah anak helm 2011) yaudahlah gue bersenandung dalem hati di atas motor yang melaju itu. Ok gue ngerasa ini lama bgt jalannya, eh abis perempatan McD Duren Sawit, ojek yg gue tumpangi berhenti. Ternyata oh ternyata........ bensinnya abis T_T nah, maka daripada itu, diisi duluah tangki motor itu sampe penuh terus abang ojeknya ngelawak kan yaudah gue cm yang meringis ala kadarnya apa adanya.

Nah, dimulai dari situ, pembicaraan dimulai.

A (Abang Ojek), G (Gue)

A: Kak, kakak kuliah apa kerja dimana?

G: haha masih SMA saya

A: SMA? kok gede bgt...

G: he_he

A: SMA dimana kak?

G: Di 8 pak

A: oh di 8 toh, kelas berapa?

G: baru kelas 2

A: iya anak 8 banyak yg naik ojek saya tp saya gatau namanya

G: he_he *seadanya

A: wah keren juga ya kakak

G: he? knp pak?

A: iya,kakak udah cantik, pinter lagi. rencananya kalo lulus mau kemana kak?

G: InsyaAllah FKUI pak

A: hah?

G: Kedokteran pak

A: widiih, cocok banget tuh sama kakak. udah cantik, pinter, udahlah kakak perfect bgt...

ok intinya sampe situ aja pokoknya abis itu gue ngambil uang dirumah terus abang ojeknya bilang terimakasih lalalala. he_he_he...bknnya gimana2 tapi ya emg itu harapan gue. Kedokteran. FKUI. Amin YaAllah.

Ok, dari situ gue gak mau cuma ngimpi sm ngomdo doang. gue mau FK tp gue mager belajar. Semenjak banyak yg bilang muka gue muka dokter, gue makin terpacu men buat menyodorkan diri ke fakultas idaman tersebut...... Ya muka gue emg sih standar men, standar kualitas internasional *cih, tp....cita2 gw, harapan gw.....tinggi bgt yak. Kalo dari TK ditanya "Dinda cita2nya jadi apa?" gue dgn mantap menjawab "Jadi Dokter" ok itu berlangsung sampai sekarang. Dan untuk dispesifik, Dokter Spesialis Kulit atau Kecantikan...hehe. Gue selalu ngerasa, dokter kecantikan itu pasti keren. Udah pinter, cantik pula T_T siapa yg gamaooooo. Pokoknya, SMA ini gue gamau main2 kyk kls 10...........HAHAHAHAHAH stop dulu ngakak roll dpn blkg.

Btw, gue dan Ines adalah pecinta "Barney" jadi kayak yaTuhan seberapa ngefans itukah gw & Ines ke Barney? gue sih ya masih ngefans karna itu dimata gw ya cukup cool, tp Ines....berasa hampir jadian sm Barney nyedh wkwkwk yah saya sangat mendukung atas kejadiannya Barnines.....

BTW.....................gw kgn lo. tp. ya. lo. hmft. ya. yaudahlah. gw. udh. capek. tp. gue. ttp. strong. kok. metya.

Colbie Caillat - I Do ;D

2011-07-17T21:31:00.000+07:00

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through
So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

Maroon 5 - Better That We Break

2011-07-17T13:29:00.000+07:00

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

Thailand

2011-07-13T22:46:00.000+07:00

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Fuck. I WANNA GO THERE! NOW!

I love Thailand. But I love Dany much more than I love Thailand.
So. I love my boyfriend {} *stressed*

Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance. --Oscar Wilde

2011-07-06T15:07:00.001+07:00

Well, it's July 6th and I got my first month with Dunkin! But, he's on vacation so....f-alone. hahaha lil bit more enjoy this f-alone feeling at all right. Don't need to cry all over again, just laugh and play Klondike :p
Btw I was sick on Friday morning, I thought that was morning sickness :p oh no no, it's just ordinary sickness. and can't get up from my bed until Monday hfmt. feels like I was glued with ma bed >.<

Hm, talking about love. ea. smtms I just thinking, why I could fall in love? why people could fall in love with me?

1st, I love duck first and monkey for 2nd choice.
2nd, I love to drink tea so bad
3rd, I play Klondike & Solitare
4th, I watch NCIS and Bones and always keep my eyes on TV
5th, I don't like to take a bath. if I go nowhere, I don't go shower. Or I take a bath once a day. iyuh
6th, I sit in chair with one foot upchair, like warteg style
7th, I sleep late
8th, I'm not beautiful, I'm not cute, I'm not sexy, I'm not hot, I'm not smart, or like other girl things. Even for brush my hair, maybe just once a week. I'm SO LAZY. TOO lazy.
9th, I push up and sit up as much as I can to get 6packs body t('.'t)
10th, I LOVE THAILAND AND CHINESE SO BAD. Esp.Thailand. OMG. HOW CAN....

okay,there's no boys who loves a girl like that right? I can't believe if there's a boy who loved me because of those 10 fkcn shits ;p

Slapped Twice. Right on the right cheek.

2011-06-30T23:55:00.001+07:00

Hey, yeah it's almost July 1st. But I can't sleep and I wanna tell you about this hurts day. kidding!
Hm directly yes. I was slapped twice on my right cheek. But it's not for sure. Just a metaphor.

First slap.
On the day, I'm hungry and try to make some delicious meal. So, I make a mashed potatoes w/ anchovy + mayonnaise-ed sausages + omelette.
At first, I was trying to peel the potato, but, it feels so hard. And then, I boiled those potatoes, after I boiled that, I took 5 minutes to peeled off 2 big potatoes.
It made me think, like a unpeeled potato, we need a process to be everyone wants.

Unpeeled potato --> boiled --> boiled potato --> peeled potato.

See, from unpeeled to peeled, we need some processes right?
Like our life. Simply, example me. I want to be a doctor, and then I need to go to High School and study hard to get Science Class, and then I need to study more about Science, and after High School, I still need to take a Medical major in College or University, and then study and study all over again to get a "Dr." in front of my name.

Student --> Study --> Science Class --> Study --> Medical Class *College --> Study --> Doctor

Yeah, from an ordinary student like me, need so much processes. At least, I'll be happy at the end, cause I'll get something that I think just stay on my dream.
Which parts I slapped? In process.
I'm so lazy. Too lazy. I wasted my time just to open such social networks. Oh God, It must not happened. I need study to get what I want to get. Okay, learnt from this "potato" I want to change my habit, I have to diligent and it friends to be the best!

mashed potato w/ anchovy + sausages

the omelette

My daily routines. Laptop and BlackBerry.

Second slap.
I like to hear The Script's songs. But one day, I heard an easy-listening song named "For The First Time". I downloaded it and listened to that song for many times. But I can't find what's the meaning. But soon, I found it lyrics.

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride

But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,

Oh these times are hard,
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

In which parts I slapped?
All of it. Just change She to me. And I to he.
Honestly on this part:
"I need him now but He can't seem to find the time,
He's got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it God's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best."

It's really my life story.
When I need him, he's on job. When he needs me, I'm on my job.
Yeah, I believe, it's God's test.
Someone help us cause we're doing our best. We do our job cause we want the best for life right?
I believe, in the end of all these sucks things, we'll find happiness. We're gonna meet, and forget all of those things. There's time just for you and me. We're gonna laugh 'cause we got what we wanted, we're gonna cry 'cause it's a long time that we drowned with our businesses and we can't meet up each others. So that time I want to spend my life just with him. No bother. No cellphone. No other boys. No other girls. NO JOB! And the best thing is there's gonna just me and him.
Well, it's already late. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to Bogor with my silly friends and catch him up at night. He'll come tomorrow!!! Pray for your final babe, I hope you win. I pray you win. I love you!

The best species in this world is....Homo XApiens

2011-06-27T21:52:00.002+07:00

Here come again, I'm listening to Adhitia Sofyan - Adelaide Sky. Wondering if he sings that song to me, changes the "Adelaide" with "Manila".

I'm in holiday. 10th grader is almost over. Udah gak sekelas lagi sm X-A. Berat? banget. Walaupun setahun gak terlalu lama ya tapi gitu deh, semua yg dirasain orang2 hampir kayak yg awal2 gue rasain. Pas masuk SMA, kgn sm SMP, mau naik kls 11, masih pengen kls 10......haha namanya juga manusia. Tp tak dipungkiri gue menemukan 36+ spesies yg status kegeniusannya abstrak, dan terancam punah. Bahkan ada yg baru pertama kali gue temukan spesies seperti itu di dunia ini. ea. At least, we're the same species, Homo Xapiens. :p

Let's describe 'em :3

#1. Akbar Deyaharsya

14 Juli 1995

Nyunyul, Boboy, Bobon, Ceboy, Harsya

Puapala

Ketua Kelas, GABUT, Jantan, Gaul, Berkepala stroberi, imut, #F-Alone,

mulai beranjak dewasa, gossipnya: deket sama #21, Dany's twins. Ada Boboy, ada Dany. #thekosers.

#2. Anis Puspita Utami

19 November 1995

Anis

Puapala

#F-alone, #F-ngantuk, Rumahnya diujung dunia banget yaTuhan btw gw bobon andar dany merupakan salah 4 orang yg pertama menginap & bertamu dirumahnya.... Syelo bgt, membutuhkan lelaki (wkwk) nih Nis gw promote ;p

BULE-freak, f-barca!, pecinta guru agama. ea.

#3. Anna Nathania Carissa Delicia *pict: left*

10 Mei 1995

Carissa

Kesenian

#F-tidur,good guitarist, and traditional dancer, Novel-freak, rumahnya deket rumah gue loh...HAHA trs knp.

#4. Annisa Rachmayanti

21 Mei 1995

Caca

Temen seperbahagiaan Arsy, keahlian Matematikanya tidak dipungkiri, lucu, atraktif, menghibur <3

wkwk gakdeng Ca, bener2 kompornya X-A deh yang paling-paling ({})

#5. Arifa Rizky Amalia

27 September 1995

Arifa, Rifa, Aripul, Ipul

Media Siswa

Bendahara, MY TWINS <3, Arion-lovers, #F-curhat, btw tiap doi anniv, gue berusaha untuk ngucapin pertama kali loooooh...trs doi jg suka bantuin pak Priyo dkk benerin kabel CPU :'D

#6. Arsy Indrafatina

10 Desember 1994

Arsy

Media Siswa

Pinter maksimal, Update, Up to date, Frontal, Walking-Dictionary, BULE-freak, Caca's partner. Sumpah gue seneng bgt kalo liat Arsy sama Caca ngobrol & ketawa, udah kayak2 bestcouple bgt bro~

#7. Aufar Gilbran *pict: left*

3 April 1995

Aufal, Ofal

Teksound

Computer-addict, #FYI gapernah matiin PCnya seumur-umur,#F-Protes,

OSN Komputer, mengidolakan Pak Tris, temen MSN dan chat fb gue HAHAHA chat fb-_-

#8. Belladina Maulani Yofarindra

16 Oktober 1995

Bella, Beller, Eh

Media Siswa

Rekor makan agak2jam, My ex-chairmate, ingin gendut, obsesi gemuk, bufferingnya lama melebihi youtube.gakdeeeng,

always call everyone: EH.

#9. Chyntia Monica

10 Januari 1995

Chyn, Monyique, Monyikat Gigi

Puapala

She owned Kabul. #F-tidur, #F-ngantuk, princess, #f-saying "blablabla gak ya........", Harry Potter-addict, suka banget manggil Ipat : Maripatsy, kalo gue puter Lost Kids dikelas pasti dia minta puter lagi....

#10. Clara Adistya

13 Maret 1995

Celara

Kesenian

#f-barca, had the biggest NEM on 8'2013, gak pernah pisah dari Ishmah ;D, sering tampil mustra dan itu keren bangeeeet, btw doi lulus AFS loh ayo smgt!!!

#11. Dany Andhara Asmarakusuma

15 April 1995

Dany, Pison, Ceboy, Boboy

Puapala

Waka Gabut, #F-Galau :'D, my chairmate..my mate HAHA eaea. Athletic, dangdut, overdosis gel pada rambut, Bruno Mars KW

Timnas baseball, Boboy's twins. Ada Dany, ada Boboy. Dinda's. EA. #thekosers

#12. Dinda Agithawuri Widyakinanti

25 Agustus 1996

Dinda, Dindu, Dindi, Nti, Dindany

Kesenian

...................................*fill in the blank* Sekretaris, #F-Galau. Dany's.EA. Live to dance.wkwk apacoba yaudahlahya gw gabisa berenti ketawa sebelum dipotong sesuatu wkwk.

#13. Fadhila Ayu Safirina

12 Agustus 1995

Dhila

Kemasyarakatan

I LIKE HER SKETCH SO BAD!!! parah jago bgt gambar detail2nya gaboong!!!

#14. Fadly Junico

22 Juni 1995

Bang Jun, Pangcun, Nico

Sains&Perpustakaan

Terdiri dari komposisi berbagai macam dewa. Dewa Sains, Dewa Alim, Dewa Silent, dan Dewa Telat ;D

Adakah yg lebih antik dari ini? Maskot X-A!!!

#15. Fatimah Nuwwaaridya

18 Oktober 1995

Dydy, Dyah

Diam2 menghanyutkan ;D, personel baru X-A, sasaran ngalusnya Panda, selo parah, Tiara's playmate, lesbi alerts................wkwk gakdeng Dy. luph u :*

#16. Fauzan Nazif

26 Maret 1995

Gojes, Ojan, Onta

Teksound

#FYI, duduk seharian sama gojes dapat menyebabkan, darah tinggi, emosi berlebihan, dan menambah kepercayaan diri anda bahwa masih ada manusia di dunia ini yang lebih tidak lucu dari anda :D,btw virus garing ini menular. Tiara's lovers uuu~

#17. Firanza Fadilla

9 Februari 1995

Fir'an, Firman, MBOK<3

Sains&Perpustakaan

TF 1 Fisikanya 100 ;D, Mbok gw dikelas, OSN Biologi! Bener2 keterlaluan kadar pinternya :""D

yg gw heran, knp dia betah duduk sm Lasu sepeninggal Dyo ke spore T_T

#18. Haruka Ayu Suhita

27 Maret 1995

Ayu, Ajoe, Cowok

Kesenian

One word: COWOK.wkwk gakdeng. Ajoe, casing cewek onderdil cowok :'D, strong parah. Pamulang-Bukit Duri tiap hari hanya demi menimba ilmu :"''), temen nunggu gw di kantin, temen sepergabutan, yang paling repot dikala semua orang menggabutkan diri, emosian, sensitif wkwkwk Jepang ASLI lho!

#19. Intan Dinny Nuralifa

3 Januari 1995

Intan

Kesenian

Suka digossipin sm Ipat, trs hidupnya bener artistik banget, bisa main alat musik apaaja deh kayaknya, seniman asli!, kalo difoto mukanya tulus bgt ketawanya, THE BEST DIRECTOR<3, dan dia org pertama yg bilang bokap gw keren.......

#20. Ishmah

7 November 1995

Ishmah

Media Siswa

Muslimah Sejati, gak pernah gw denger dia ngakak atau berbuat tindakan tidak senonoh kayak Naba wkwk. kalo lagi gak ada kerjaan, u-kno'-whad? baca Al-Quran :D

#21. Kirana Widiastuti

19 Maret 1995

Ira, kiranawidiastuti *aha

Sains&Perpustakaan

Gak ngerti ini orang knp pinter banget, knp nilainya bagus2 banget, knp gapernah remed, knp....knp....

Mendadak menjabat Sekretaris 2 wkwk :p, terus digossipkan sedangg tumbuh benih2 cinta diantara doi dan Bobon.......uuu~ temen curhat gw kalo sm2 nunggu balik wkw. suka bgt Grenade!

#22. Lazuardian Muhammad Malik

10 Desember 1995

Lasu, Suardi, Maswardi, Bang Jam

Media Siswa

GAK NGERTI. gw bnr2 gak ngerti sm yg satu ini knp annoying bgt :"D, masuk2 cukur jambang T_T, dan lebih ok lagi, sinem gw slalu sm dia. tabah Din. Iya.

#23. Lulu Ayu Nuari

19 Januari 1996

Lulu, Loeloe

Kesenian

Temen seperdancean gue! Lucky banget tiap ngasal bener terus, agak2 childish, suaranya kalo ngomong atau ketawa pasti membahana kemana2 trs Arsy suka ngmg : Apaansi Lu. ke dia wkaowko-_-

#24. Lutvia Aprilita Farahdina

25 April 1995

Via

Kesenian

mantannya Gojes, selalu bersama Prima setia setiap saat ;'D *berasa Rexona*

#25. Muhammad Aulia Wardhana

2 Februari 1995

Bang Prib, Dhanaaa, Pribadi

Teksound

Jelasin knp dia tinggi-_-, jelasin knp dia bangga bgt sm SMPnya :"), wkwk bnr2 dah lo harus tau hukum Bang Prib 1: Tertawalah sebelum Melawak. Hukum Bang Prib 2: Tertawa lagilah setelah melawak dgn bahakan yg lebih kencang sebelum hukum bang prib 1. Dan gw agak2 gasuka dgn letak tangga kosannya, pertama gw kesana, gue kejedot dan benjol. Trs gue payungan berdua sm doi ke CeriaMart, pas balik dr CM, ujan berenti t('.'t)

#26. Muhammad Pandito Pratama *pict: center*

13 Juli 1995

Dito, Pandit

Puapala

The egoist one, bener2 gapunya hati kalo ngomong :'), asalnyeplos@yahoo.com, ngakunya gak pernah galau. ngakunya. syelo maksimal. 8FC, suka bgt sm buku 5cm. At least, doi laki banget selaki-lakinya laki. \m/ oya btw dia pernah nimpuk mata gw pake pengapus dan itu merah bgt loh ya gw agak ingin nangis sbnrnya wkwk gkdeng

#27. Nabila

9 Mei 1995

Naba, Nabila anak Abah, Arab

Media Siswa

di blognya di tulis: Sang kerudung bijak. jelas2: kerudung dusta :'), tiap hari bawa bekel Ayam Goreng ala Abah kesekolah dari SD katanya wkwk, trs kelakuan di sekolah beda banget sm di rumah..... Mantan Boboy's lovers!!! wkwk. Btw Abahnya adalah segalanya deh kayaknya. Gw ngakak terus sambil jongkok kalo inget cerita naba ilang-_-, Kisah hidup naba menginspirasikan gw bikin film: Kalau Abah Tahu........... Arabian's Next Top Model

#28. Nitho Alif Ibaddurahman

10 April 1995

Nithoooooooooooooooooooooooouw, Bang Nitho, Nitro, Baddur

Teksound

Computer-addict, selalu kesekolah dgn motornya yg catchy..., gak ngerti diapain sm Dito soalnya semenjak duduk sm Dito, doi jd berubah :", suka gagap kalo nervous, pemalu >.<

#29. Patria Putra Pratama

24 November 1995

Ipat, i-Pad, P3, Bulat, Busuk, Botak

Kesenian

ARTIS loh guys AFI Junior 2007 kalo gasalah, cinta bgt sm SMPnya dan Jogja ;'), garing kronis, musician bgt (bakat artis), suka dicengin sama Intan uuu~, jelasin knp Ipat tidak menggapai puncak....jelasin knp Ipat bulat....knp dia busuk huhuh T_T at least, dia Homo. gxdenxxx. tp kabar burungnya gitu.

#30. Pranaya Arthita

8 November 1996

Thita, Thit.

Puapala

#F-Alone, mau? PING aja... HEHE gakdeng ta. tp kan sukur nih gw promote B-). Ballerina *agak gak sinkron sm pua*wkwk, strong bgt, syelo maksimal, temen gabooot dan curhad ({}) Anis's soulmate banget. Btw salah satu kegabutan gw dan Thita adalah kami tidak melakukan.....................HAHAHA ampun guys.

#31. Primadea Kharismarini

17 Februari 1995

Prima, Primz

Kesenian

Violin!! Parah maen biolanya gakuat bgt huhu, trs suka nge-band sm 2012 dan 2013 juga, bener2 deh Prim, ajarkan bagaimana bermain senar2 itu wkwk apacb.

#32. Ratih Kemala Dewi

20 April 1995

Ratih, Pipi

Tih, jelaskan knp lo pinter bgt T_T, jelaskan knp pipi lo gembung bgt kayak Fugu..... Cuek bgt, diem2 menghanyutkan, bilang ga belajar.....nyatanya..............udah tamat bukunya kaliya. Bener2 our future doctor bgt!

#33. Rifandia Pradipta

9 Desember 1995

Panda, Pandyah

Media Siswa

Fotografer (obsesi P'Shone), #F-Alus ke semua cewek, korban pelampiasan Bu Erry, the first people yg panggil gw "Nti", agak garing, tp agak lucu, dan gw agak bingung T_T, suka pake kacamata pijet, tempat curhat gue all the time~~~ Btw doi org pertama yang mencanangkan untuk menurunkan layar yg buat proyektor itu dengan didengar detak jantungnya, rasakan dengan hati..........

#34. Shani Qisthina

23 Mei 1995

Shan, Mbak Shani

Kemasyarakatan

Speaker (Objektif ya bukan Subjektif :p ), Aceh ORI, Ibu, Nenek, penyiram rohani rutin, dan btw, kan sebuah foto menampakan sejuta kata, nah itu terlihat bgt kan aslinya Shani jauh dari Ishmah :') Dan doi adalah wanita perkasa yang pernah berhasil menurunkan layar yg buat proyektor itu.......

#35. Thalia Mufida

17 Juli 1996

Aya

Sains&Perpustakaan

Diam-diam menghanyutkan, korban tatapan sinis gw dikelas wkwk gatau knp kalo gue liat Aya, Aya liat gue, jadinya malah kayak sinetron2an-_-, trs kalo kelas Mandarin, teman #F-cabut gue HAHA, MTKnya dahSyat bgtttttt.

#36. Tiara Anindita

1 Juni 1995

Tir, Tiara

Kemasyarakatan

Teman menunggu dikantin gue, teman curhat gue, teman jalan gue, teman menghujat seseorang gue, wkwk emg seru parah ni anak <3 mgkn agak capek juga ya jadi doi, udh deket sm laki kok ga ditembak2.....AHAH ampun Jes, ampun^^v, obsesi XI IPS, finally she got what she wants! fotografer&great editor!

Well, that's all about X-A. Homo Xapiens. I miss them too much. Apalagi chat group & banyolannya......ada yang lebih dari X-A? yang lebih omdo......BANYAK. HAHAH no offense loh guys wuhu. Alhamdulillah X-A 2013 naik kls 100% semua, dpt jurusan yg diinginka, semoga sukses kawan kls 11nya. Jangan lupain "YaAllah Ampun YaAllah"-nya Pandit. "Insya Allah"-nya Naba. "Gue,lo,end"-nya Dany&Bobon.

Btw liburan bareng & angketnya blm kesampean nih guyss...mau bikin nih sebelom telat hufhuf. trs banyak juga yagasi yg cinlok di kelas......EAEA. tinggal nunggu nmr 1 & 21 ajanih doain aja cepet2 beranjak dewasa dan 1 gak #f-alone lagi. Semoga yg #f-alone cpt2 berubah jd #f-langgeng. yg f-galau berubah jd f-ceria (HAHA apa f -ceria) yg f-tidur berubah jd f-bangun. Dan sebagainya, semoga X-A 2013 lebih baik dr tahun2 kmrn yaaaa. Dan thanks bgt buat FB8, ASC, dan Dramusnya guys. emang kita gak menang di lomba2 itu, tp lolo semua pemenang hati gw kok, lo semua yg bikin gw ngerti kalo emg kita gakbs jalan sendiri2, hrs bareng2, duck-off lah "keluarga-keluarga" palsu. Lo temen yg bnr2 temennya idup gw bgt deh, thx X-A. gue sayang loooooooo semuanya. BANGET. mungkin Lazu masih bisa gw tolerir kali ini :'D

Bang Prib's twins.

LIHAT PLATNYA

Poster Drama Musikalll

Cupu und Otod

From Harsya To Naba...

bobon jb2 guru

Pak Udi's..

Buku Tahunan.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAHAH...*to be continued*

Pengakuan Terlarang Dany Andhara

Shani's

ESQ last day

Petinggi Kelas.
Waka, Ka, Sek, Sek2.

mixed by Ajoe

I LOVE YOU ALL HOMO XAPIENS<3

Tracks

2011-06-24T15:41:00.000+07:00

CD 1

Track 1
"biar bintang tak datang. ku yakin hatiku hanyalah untukmu. walau bintang menghilang. ku sampaikan salam sayangku untukmu. meski mungkin aku yang harus pergi. tak apa tanpa harus ku mengerti. biar aku melangkah. menemani bintang menerangi malam. jangan resahkan aku, yang penting bahagia untukmu selalu kasihku"

Track 2

"Saat indah dalam hidupku. Saat aku bertemu denganmu. Kau anugrah yang tercipta begitu nyata. Kau tercantik dalam hatiku. Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu. Ku ingin kau disampingku selamanya. Bila engkau menerima cintaku, aku akan setia kepadamu. karna dirimu yang selama ini kucari… Bila engkau menerima cintaku, aku akan slalu jujur untukmu. Karna dirimu yang selama ini......dihati"

Track 3

"Melihat tawamu, mendengar senandungmu, terlihat jelas dimataku, warna-warna indahmu. menatap langkahmu, meratapi kisah hidupmu. terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu anugrah terindah yang pernah kumiliki. sifatmu yang slalu redakan ambisiku, tepikan khilafku dari bunga yang layu, saat kau disisiku, kembali dunia ceria. tegaskan bahwa kamu...........anugrah terindah yang pernah kumiliki. Belai lembut jarimu, sejuk tatap wajahmu, hangat peluk janjimu....."

Track 4

"Sejenak kau hadir menemaniku, terasa begitu indah tuk dilukiskan....Seberkas bayangmu tercipta dibenakku. Setelah kurasakan dalamnya artimu... Dalam detik penuh bahagia tlah kucoba tuk resapi. satu yang terbaik untuk dirimu kini. Sebuah kisah yang tlah kita rajut, terukir untuk kita jaga, dibatas bening jiwa yang tlah kita cipta bersama...."

Track 5

"masih saja kuteringat kata iringi kau pergi. jadikan sore itu satu janji. kau akan setia untukuu, kembali untuk diriku, mengingatku walau aku jauh. akupun sempat janjikan kukayuh semua mimpiku, kulabuh tepat dikotamu. dan kaupun slalu janjikan, kau kan menungguku datang bersatu kembali seperti dulu. Dan bila akupun rindu pada nyamannya kecupmu, pada hangatnya tawamu, ku dendangkan dengan gitar, lagu2 kesayangan, sambil kuingat indah wajahmu...

tunggulah aku di Jakartamu, tempat labuhan semua mimpiku, tunggulah aku di kota itu, tempat labuhan semua mimpiku......."

Track 6

"usap air matamu, dekap erat tubuhku, tatap aku.......................sepuas hatimu.......................................nikmati detik demi detik yg mungkin kita tak bisa rasakan lagi..............." *too speechless.

Track 7

"cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi. firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi........"

Track 8
"Sayang kau dimana? aku ingin bersama. 'kan kuputus semua untuk tepiskan rindu. mungkinkah kau disana merasa yang sama. seperti dinginku dimalam ini. Rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini. Kita menari dalam rindu yang indah. Sepi kurasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku. Jika kau disini, aku tenang"

Track 9
"saat sendiri ku merasa mengingatmu, tenangkan jiwa. aku bahagia karna memilikimu. saat kau jauh aku melara. hampa terasa tak berdaya. aku tak pernah bisa, terpisah darimu....Sesungguhnya hatiku perih menahan rindu.... "

Track 10
"Genggam tanganku jangan bimbang, tak usahlah lagi dikenang. Naif diri yang pernah datang, jadikan pelajaran sayang. Dengar bisikanku oh dinda, coba lapangkan dada kita. Trima aku apa adanya, jujur hati yang kita jaga...."

Track 11
"Biasanya sepi menemaniku, dan takkan hilang sampai kau kembali kesini...... Aku masih disini, aku menunggumu, sampai kau kembali aku tetap begini............" why so serious....... :'(

Track 12
"Bila kuingat senyum manismu, takkan habis waktu melamun. Bila kuingat canda tawamu, takkan habis waktu berangan. Inginku milikki hari selamanya. Berdua denganmu, selamanya. Bukan hanya angan yang kelamaan.... Bila kuingat janji manismu, kutunggu sampai malam meninggalkanku."

Track 13
"Banyak kata yang tak mampu kuungkapkan kepada dirimu. Aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku...................." :'

Track 14
"Walau badai menghadang, ingatlah ku kan slalu menjagamu. Berdua kita lewati jalan yang berliku tajam. Resah yang kau rasakan, kan jadi bagian hidupku bersamamu. Letakanlah segala lara dipundakku ini......."

Track 15
"Kau yang tlah pergi saat-saat terakhirku teringat denganmu yang terbayang kini. Dalam genggaman tanganmu, dalam genggaman tubuhmu, kurasakan saat-saat bersamamu... Hanya tangis sedih tak tertahankan tetes air mata yang jauh saat engkau pergi. Dalam isak tangismu, dalam desah nafasmu, bersamamu tinggal sebuah kenangan...Kau yang tlah pergi saat-saat terindah. Kurasakan takkan pernah ada lagi. Hanya tatapan matamu, hanya senyuman manismu, diwajahmu yang tak akan terlupakan......" :'(

Track 16
"Aku percaya kamu......................." I dedicated this song especially for you. All the lyrics, all of my feelings.

Track 17
"Berapapun cinta datang padamu, tak akan kutakut, berapapun hati menghampirimu, tak akan ku takut........"

Track 18
"Engkau Dinda........................................................." You know this song. you always know. You sang this song to me. Remember............?

CD 2

Track 1
"So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go......." can I hug you now?

Track 2
"You make it easier when life gets hard......................" :'D

Track 3
"Is that alright. Is that okay. You don't need to be nervous. Cause I got you all night. Don't you worry about a thing, babe" :''''

Track 4
"Since I found you, my world seems so brand new, you've showed me the love I never knew......."

Track 5
"Let me go home, I'm just too far from where you are, I wanna come home." I want you come home ....

Track 6
"I miss you like crazy, even more than words can say. I'm so down, when you love's not around.... I miss you, I miss you, I miss you."

Track 7
"You the best thing I never knew I needed, and now it's so clear. I need you.....here"

Track 8
"And this will lead to the time. We spend the night and talk about our life and don't forget to say 'Good night'." Good night und sweet dreams, right?

Track 9
"I love you this big." Those words successfully describe what I'm feelin to you.

Track 10
"Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you like I never ever loved no one before you." yes you did.

Track 11
"Another the day without you with me, it's like a blade that cuts right through me. But I can wait, I can wait forever. When you're call my heart stops beating, when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding. I can wait, I can wait forever....'

Track 12
"Someday I will be good enough" Our favorite quote "Why our time never match?"

Track 13
"There's a lot of facts found in love. and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning. But soon, I'd just know it, whenever you are near me, that if life's a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart." Our first movie that we watched after the 4D. Love of Siam.

Track 14
"Cause you bring out the best in me like no one else can do. That's why I'm by your side. That's why I love you." Now, you know Dan.

Track 15
"I remember what you wore on the first day, you came into my life and I thought hey 'you know this could be something'. Cause everything you do and words you say. You know that it all takes my breath away and now I'm left with nothing. So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you. Well maybe two, is better than one."

Track 16
"If I could freeze some moment in my mind. Be the second that you touch your lips to mine. I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still. Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel" :""

Track 17
"You'll always be a part of me. I'm part of you indefinitely. Boy don't you know you can't escape me? Oh darling cause you'll always be my baby..."

Track 18
"Before you met me, I was a wreck but things were kinda heavy you brought me to life. Now every February, You'll be my valentine, valentine." Yes every Februaryyyyy

Track 19
"And I don't know how I can do without. I just....need you NOW." Now....Now.... Now......

Guess those songs!!!
Look at my picture on Skype hon. I'll be missing your for next more than thousand seconds. Go there. Fight for our country. I know you can do it. I misssssssssss you heavier than anything. We got red jackets, and know it's time to show our reds. I love you there, here, anywhere. Take a safe flight and take care. I'm gonna text or chat you about the letter before you turn off your phone. Tell when you want it darling. Too speechless. Too miss you.
I love you, miss you, and don't know how to describe except with those songs.

Love.
Dinda.

I Miss You Like Crazy

2011-06-19T23:49:00.000+07:00

I used to call you my ~~girl~~ boy

I used to call you my friend

I used to call you the love

The love that I never had

When I think of you, I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy

Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

~~Girl~~ Boy I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want

You are all that I need

Can't you see how I feel?

Can't you see that my pain's so real?

When I think of you, I don't know what to do

When will I see you again...................

yeah The Moffatts song's totally made me miss you more. even more than words can say ;)

cieeeelaaaaaaah hahahaha udh baca msn aku kan? udah belom? kalo udah......................jadi malu >.<

janji kelingking!!! <3

hehe maaf random trs jugaaaa X-A goes to Bali huhuhu seneng bgt dgrnya dan gak sbar geelaaaa. cium2 bau surga eaeaea >.<

hari ini, GUE STRONG BGT HAHAHA SENENG BGT.tp knp gw cowok bgt yahuhu kadang suka mikir kok beda bgt sm cewek tp gw suka girly thingy......yaudahlah salam bulu babi

AHAH BULUBABI, kl inget omongan ila ines bilqis yg td gw jd pengen guling lenting.

salbul. salam bulubabi.

Dinduckyeah

2011-06-15T21:12:00.001+07:00

wihiw akhirnya ganti username twitter juga jadi @Dinduckyeah;.

Terilhami dari pagi ini, lagi di McD Saharjo, trs bbm Dany sok2an mau nulis Fuckyeaa jadinya "Duckyeaa" gara2 typo kan huruf D tetanggaan sama F. terus diketawain anak2 huhu sedih ya terus terilhami ganti user twitter gitu meilhat gue bukan tipe pengganti-user-addict..........well I'm sure that name brings me luck ^^

Btw, both of us sama2 sibuk. dianya fokus ke apt, guenya fokus dance. guenya latihan pagi-siang, dianya sore-malem.......komunikasinya? tengah malam. gakdeng agak horror. yah seengganya masih bisa komunikasi malem2nya wlpn mata gue udh agak kriyep2. trus hari2 akhir gini gue jd agak2 kacau semua jadwal hidup gue. kapan latihan, kapan istirahat, kapan makan. bnr2 random. kadang2 gak makan tapi kebanyakan latih. trs kebanyakan istirahat kebanyakan makan. kalo ngga, gak makan, gak latian, gak istirahat.............kpn stabilnya Din? ;') gak boong nih kgn bgt sm doi. perjuangan bgt yah gue udh berasa videoklipnya Katy Perry "Thinking Of You" huhu gw ttp setia kok smp kpnpun ({})

kita sama2 sibuk, tp gak berarti nyuekin satu sm lain kan? tetep hrs fight dan care sm pasangan masing2 hehe

pernah loh gw latian tp salah gerakan gara2 agak mikirin doi wkwk maap tp itu lg galau bgt, kalo lg bersemangat selalu fokus kooook^^

pernah agak mengarah keberantem sm doi, tp emg Allah pengen gw sm dia langgeng kali ya jadi terjadilah gue ketiduran wkwk maaf ya hon tp emg aku lg mood2an bgt love you much more<3

DAN................GUE LG SUKA BGT SM ISN'T SHE LOVELY - GLEE!!!

Like I wanna fly so high and can't stop smiling if there's a boy sings it to me...

Isn't she lovely?

Isn't she wonderful?

Isn't she precious?

Less than one minute old

I never thought through love we'd be

Making one as lovely as she

But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she pretty?

Truly the angel's best

Boy, I'm so happy

We have been heaven blessed

I can't believe what God has done

Through us he's given life to one

But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she lovely?

Life and love are the same

Life is Aisha

The meaning of her name

Londie, it could have not been done

Without you who conceived the one

That's so very lovely made from love.

well that's pretty cool and I'm just tired r8 now and miss him too much. take care hon <3

New (fail) Pony x_X

2011-06-12T19:44:00.000+07:00

Hi.

just

cut

pony

and

looks

FAIL

LOT

not ready to school T_T

ok. close your eyes............and...............

TARAAAA *tutup mata*

salam hangat untuk para pemilik poni terfail 2011 karena poni saya yg paling fail abad ini. HAHA gakdeng lebay lo din setan wkwk.

yaudah intinya gitu, gue tadi siang galau bgt abis NCIS org2 pada tidur siang pdhl gue baru bangun tidur terus yakali tidur lagi. kebo gila. tp ada hasrat sih. *hasrat kebo.

terus abis push up sit up double crunch segala macem ngerasa poni ini mengganggu hidupku, lgsg ambil gunting, nyisir, dan menggunting poni nan alay ini. udah panjang se dagu lebih tapi belom dipotong setaunan wkwk emg bukan anak salon sih tp apa dikata akhirnya gue potong selobang idung terus jadinya begitu ;"D

tapi ada sisi positifnya juga deng, berasa muda, feel alive GODDDD hellyeah. sekalian itung2 buang sial ;p

terus btw drtd gue nyermin mulu nih ngebayangin gmn reaksi sobat2 sejawat bsk senin. semoga........gak ada yg sadar dan gak terlalu keliatan wkwk.

dan kerandoman hari ini yg lain.............GUE PENGEN KE THAILAND!

oke gakcum Thailand doang, TMII, Bali, Manado, New York, Dufan, Central Park, Kelapa Gading, intinya......GUE PENGEN LIBURAN BENERAN!!!

ngidam banyak hal bgt aaah,kmrn deliv pizza hut gara2 ngebet makan pizza marzano #salah.

trs minggu2 ini kalo lg nganggur bada refleks push up atau sit up sendiri duh agak bingung dan agak serem, takutnya kalo lg ditengah jalan tb2 pengen push up galucu bgt :")

dan kembali ke masalah unsmartphone..........

TRACKPAD GUE LAGI GAK NGELEK :D

tp WI-FI DAN BLAKCBERRY BNR2 GAK BERSAHABAT :(

alhasil, pacaran lewat msn, laptop online 12jam lebih, bergaul dgn film downloadan dan semacamnya.

gininih, kalo wi-fi mulus, trackpad keset. kalo trackpad mulus, wi-fi ngadet.

yaudahlah smgt dinda, inti dari hari ini adalah.................

i love you my pony

Dan Bila - Soulvibe

2011-06-11T10:24:00.002+07:00

Dimanakah cinta yang dulu ada?
Apakah kau berubah atau hanya yang ku rasa?

Oh haruskah kita terus bertahan?
Bersandar pada waktu untuk memutuskan semua?

Dan bila ini kan menjadi nyata
Bila memang cinta tak lagi sama
Semua berbeda antara kita berdua
Haruskah ini kan menjadi nyata?
Bila memang cinta tak lagi sama
Lelah ku mencoba, haruskah ku bertahan?Lelah aku bertahan lagi

Tak ingin semua berakhir
Semua yang kita lewati
Akhir yang bahagia sudah lupakan saja
Mungkin kah kita akan bertahan?

Dan bila ini kan menjadi nyata
Bila memang cinta tak lagi sama
Semua berbeda antara kita berdua
Haruskah ini kan menjadi nyata?
Bila memang cinta tak lagi sama
Haruskah ku bertahan?

Lelah aku bertahan
Namun ingin ku bertahan.......... lagi
oh lagi....
lagi.....

Recommended!!!

Such an awkward feeling when you think that he might be didn't love you. He just like you. Or he just wanna try how to feel that way. But, he successfully boost my mood up. He knows how to calms me down. Even tho' I might be don't know all things that he thought on his mind. Positive thinking!!! :]

Die-ny :p

2011-06-09T22:33:00.001+07:00

Hi, I'm Dinda, and I'm madly in love with Dany.

He's my star in my every single night.

He's my boyfriend and my bestfriend.

He's excellent when he played baseball.

And he's outstanding when he's beside me.

I love him no matter what happened.

Hope he did the same thing. or more.

He's the first thing I remember in the morning.

He's the last thing I remember before I sleep.

He's my safety box. He kept my secrets.

He knew my favorite TV show

He knew my habit.

He acts like he's my lifetime partner.

Like he knows me so well.

Seems like A Rocket To The Moon wrote Like We Used To to him,

He watches my favorite movies

He holds me when I cry

He lets me tell him all my favorite parts when I've seen it a million times

He sings to all my music while I dance to purple rain

He do all these things

Like he used to

He loved me more than everybody did

He told me everyday

He made me feel like I'm invincible with every word he'll say

Just like he used to.

OMG.

Dan, will you be the last?

Will you keep my faith?

Will you protect and always beside me whether it's a bad or good condition?

Will you miss me?

Will you care about me and my life?

Will you be the one who calms me down when I'm upset?

Will you makes me laugh when I don't even want to smile?

Will you do some things that no one would never do to me?

The point is.......

Will you be honest as long as our relationship goes on?

Well, I hope so.

From the moon to the brightest star ever <3

Δɪɲδɑɲύ

2011-06-07T22:43:00.001+07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiibloggggy!!! I'm in love with 6611.......not the date. but the boy who told me about his feeling on that day.
which is..........................................

Dany Andhara Asmarakusuma♥

Well, I'm so surprised. a lot. and......... can't sleep cause I know the reality's sweeter than my dreams 0:)
I'm glad. speechless. I'm so happy. speechless. I just can't say "awesome" and speechless.
How could he feel the same feel with me....after all of those sweet-times we've been through, and then we're officially in a relationship now. OMG. such an awkward feeling when you're in love w/ your bestfriend.
but honestly, I'm on the top of the greatest feeling ever in this world................ok too much.
Hopefully, our relationship will long last and got a ridho from Allah, get XI IPA, and better than my past.
He;s the one who wiped my tears, who held me when I was crying and loved me and my family <3
so, I'll try to be a good girlfriend for him, support him, always beside him whether he needs me or not, change his mood when he's down, and give a light to him when the star's not shining.

hi there, I love you <3

longlast June 6th 2011

Δɪɲδɑɲύ

your moon.
Dinda Agithawuri Widyakinanti. ;p

Big hearts for Tweeties :3

Imannanda_ Tari Imannanda

Apa-apaan sih lo... Ga blg2 hu @JanDinda

13 hours ago Unfavorite Reply

marsmarsha Marsha Fitria Irzani

RT @jenethainees: Congarts @JanDinda &Dany!!keep unyu♥.♥

14 hours ago

jenethainees jenetha inees

Congarts @JanDinda &Dany!!keep unyu♥.♥

15 hours ago

niyeah Karunia Muliani

CONGRATS @JanDinda dany!!!! Okelah ga blg blg....

16 hours ago

maymyg Mayang Tathya

SERRRIUUUSSS DINNN?? WAAA PJJJJ!!!! Wajib ketemuuu!!!!!! RT @JanDinda: Officially Dany Andhara Asmarakusuma's♥ ({})

23 hours ago

MuhammadVidi Muhammad Vidi

Selamat menempuh hidup baru ya @JanDinda dan pacar,langgeng sampe jadi aki-aki sama nini-nini hahaha

23 hours ago

JuanitaNV Juanita♥

RT!!!!! @bilqism: 'engga kok gak ada apa2' ini nih din gak ada apa2?!? congrats dindany,aku udh ngetag pj ya dari awal \:D/ @JanDinda

23 hours ago

ripanda Rifandia Pradipta

Ah lucunya kalian lsg ganti dp bbm dgn foto berdua ;;)

23 hours ago

bilqism bilqis maulida

'engga kok gak ada apa2' ini nih din gak ada apa2?!? congrats dindany,aku udh ngetag pj ya dari awal \:D/ @JanDinda

23 hours ago

Rafinur Rafi Nur Arifman

RT @Digxx: RT @ripanda: Ciee congrats ya @JanDinda dan dany :D 060611 langgeng yaaa kawan! Huaaa akhirnya jadian jg kalian :')

23 hours ago

ripanda Rifandia Pradipta

Ciee congrats ya @JanDinda dan dany :D 060611 langgeng yaaa kawan! Huaaa akhirnya jadian jg kalian :')

23 hours ago

SashaSjam النساء الأولياء

Congrats dindan und semangat terus anis..<3 RT @anisven: CONGRATS @JanDinda SM DANY ASMARA!!!!!!!!!

23 hours ago

Arifa07 Arifa R. Amalia ♘

Terharu tingkat tinggi :'''' RT @anisven: CONGRATS @JanDindaSM DANY ASMARA!!!!!!!!!

23 hours ago

naomisiregar Naomi Siregar

@JanDinda udah sama dany nih? cieeee selumut yaa rabu gue palak lo!

23 hours ago

dhkfdhlk Dhiatamayo Fadhlika

andhara asmarakusumaRT @anisven: CONGRATS @JanDindaSM DANY ASMARA!!!!!!!!!

23 hours ago

anisven Anis Puspita Utami

CONGRATS @JanDinda SM DANY ASMARA!!!!!!!!!

6 Jun

"I might not have too much experience, But I know when love is real"

2011-06-04T13:41:00.001+07:00

"I know I'm still young
But, I know how I feel
I might not have too much experience
But, I know when love is real.

By the way my heart starts pounding
When I look into your eyes
I might look a little silly
Standing with my arms stretched open wide.

I love you this big
Eyes have never seen... this big
No-one's ever dreamed... this big
And I'll spend the rest of my life
Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try
I love you this big

I'll love you to the moon and back
I'll love you all the time
Deeper than the ocean
And higher than the pines.

Cause girl, you do something to me
Deep down in my heart
I know I look a little crazy
Standing with my arms stretched all apart.

So much bigger than I ever dreamed my heart ever would
I love you this big
And I'd write your name in stars across the sky
If I could, I would"
--I Love You This Big - Scotty McCreery.

Well, I love you this big. Big. Big. Big. and Biggggggggggggggggger than anything <3

2011-06-01T00:43:00.000+07:00

Hi there. I'm not fine :"""""")

How are you? I miss you. Tonight. No. I mean, this midnight.It's almost 1a.m and I'm listening to Like We Used To.

Remember every little thing we've done. Hm, I just wanna ask to you, do I ever crossed your mind? Do you think of me every night, like I do? hm I don't know what feelin' I'm feeling right now.

It feels strange. It's not supposed to happen. But it happened. To me.

I never thought. I never expected. I'd never want it. It came suddenly. Through my deepest heart. And it disturbed me. not me. my mind.

Should I told you first? no. or never. oh c'mon I don't wanna fall into the same hole. same cases. THEN IT HAPPENED.

and then I saw....................................................................................and sometimes I think about it and.............................got a heartache. Damn. I can't explain. Well, I wish we'd still like usual. And nothing's gonna happen on the future. I wish. No no no. That's not my wish. My wish,

I wish you were here.

Hey Sky, I am Moon. I'm talking about me and my friend, Stars.

2011-05-31T17:02:00.001+07:00

semangka, Stars! :p

my favorite quote...........

yes. I'm forget.

I WANT THIS SO BAD FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!

<3 <3 <3

yeah..........me too.

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

oh if only I could go to there,

I'll take you there :"x

--source: weheartit.com

เป็ดสวย

When are turns to were. :|

Do/Don't.

Petikan random tengah malam.

Doin' Just Fine :'D

:S

21:21

:'>

Before I .............., I hope you listen to this song :)

3rd Month.

What Goes Around, Comes Back Around.

I Never Told You

Moon's Thought.

Ego.

2nd Month.

Rengdem.

Wizlizt 2011

Between hopes and reality.

Colbie Caillat - I Do ;D

Maroon 5 - Better That We Break

T*h*a*i*l*a*n*d*

Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance. --Oscar Wilde

Slapped Twice. Right on the right cheek.

The best species in this world is....Homo XApiens

Tracks

I Miss You Like Crazy

Dinduckyeah

New (fail) Pony x_X

Dan Bila - Soulvibe

Die-ny :p

Δɪɲδɑɲύ

"I might not have too much experience, But I know when love is real"

Hey Sky, I am Moon. I'm talking about me and my friend, Stars.

Thailand